It has been a rough week and honestly, I almost broke down.
I’ve cleared majority of my presentations and it was alright. But the thing is, I’m back to being my old self again. My depressing, dark self.
It really sucks to have this mentality knowing that everything negative will happen again but I had no choice. From being left out to getting ignored during conversations are the last things that you don’t want to happen.
It sounds so cliché whenever someone tells me to cheer up and all. I really appreciate it… However it doesn’t really help ): Personally I feel like I’m having a war with myself and doing the smallest things like eating and making my bed are suddenly hard for me. Sigh.
Wishing for a better week. Till the next post, bye.